Living with Infertility

Wanting, hoping waiting,
Loving, longing, knowing,
Feeling the loss before I could lose you.
Never seeing, touching or smelling.
Dreaming, aching, crying.
Losing the hope and joy,
Of Motherhood.


Thursday, August 12, 2010

Counting down

We are counting down to Monday. Monday at 2:30 to be exact. That is when we will know whether we are having 1 or 2 babies. We will be able to see the little heart beats or beat. This to me is, of course, the most important part as it will let us know whether they are doing well or not. So, once again I am asking for a few more prayers in our behalf. A prayer that these little angels will be able to come into our lives and be with us forever.

I keep alluding that there might be two...I am really not sure at this point. I just figure, I will say two instead of one, so I don't make one of them feel bad. :)




  1. I can't wait to hear if its 1 or 2! But most of all that everything is well and baby or babies look good

  2. I'm still hoping you guys get two sets of identical twins out of the deal. You better hope my prayers aren't more powerful than yours!!!

  3. You can count on prayers from the White family. We love you so much and hope to see you ALL real soon!

  4. You are so cute Niki!!! I love I don't make one of them feel bad! Can't wait!!!