Living with Infertility

Wanting, hoping waiting,
Loving, longing, knowing,
Feeling the loss before I could lose you.
Never seeing, touching or smelling.
Dreaming, aching, crying.
Losing the hope and joy,
Of Motherhood.


Monday, June 21, 2010

A Child's Faith

I have to share this tender moment with all of you. We have been talking to our daughters about the prospect of having another baby. We are trying to be open and honest about what we are doing to get another baby. Hannah has been very interested in this whole process and is always asking if she can help us get a baby.

The other day she asked us again, "Mom, can I help you get a baby?" and as I always say to her, "Yes, we need you to pray for one." Her response still brings tears to my eyes, "Mom, I already prayed and Heavenly Father said yes, I heard Him."

We have nothing to fear.

I feel very grateful.



  1. She's so adorable! We are keeping you guys in our prayers and our thoughts!

  2. Nothing better than that huh? She is such a sweetheart!

  3. I'm pretty sure Hanna knows what she's talking about for I firmly believe Heavenly Father does talk to little children! We will also keep you guys in our prayers and thoughts! Forte abraço, Uncle Rick

  4. That is precious. Jon and I are praying for you guys. We know how fun an IVF schedule can be!!!

  5. Oh the faith of a child. I am sitting here tears running down my cheeks, chills running up my legs and arms thanks for sharing this how tender and so sweet.

  6. Hey Niki! I just saw your post on Facebook and I had to come over and see whats been going on and give you a big hello! Good luck with everything! Luvs!

  7. Sweet child! Brought tears to my eyes. Keeping you guys in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. Love you guys.
    Tia Aline